Tuesday

This has been one of the most difficult years I have ever faced. One that has tested my very soul. First, we lost our sweet little Declan, then we lost our tiny AJ, and a dear uncle unexpectedly passed away, and now, we are in the midst of losing another, a wonderful man, our grandfather, my husband's father.

It's so difficult to watch one's children, brother's, sister's, parents, and husband grieve with so much pain, pain that I can't ease or take away.

There have been so many heart-wrenching moments, when tears were the only release. But along with all the heartache, sweet moments have trickled in: comfort from friends and family, tender memories shared, and hearts speaking to hearts without a single word spoken.

But through it all, I've been so grateful for family, for the love we have for one another, and the tight bond that has been forged between us over the years to help us endure such pain together.

I know that in time, this horrible ache will lessen, the engulfing waves will dwindle into soft ripples, and we will be filled with quiet peace. But for now, we must take the opportunity to look for each tender mercy, and be grateful for each cherished moment we were able to experience with our dear, departed, loved ones.

6 comments:

Rebecca Hamilton said...

I'm so sorry for the losses your family has had this year. I hope from here on out you will experience more starts and new life, but of course the ones you loved will live on in memory and in your hearts.

Gwen Stickle said...

Thank you so much Rebecca. I appreciate your kind words.

Amie Borst said...

so sorry for your losses, gwen. it seems the last year has been filled with tough times for many. we can only hope that peace and comfort be brought to them and easier, happier times are ahead.

Gwen Stickle said...

Thank you. I couldn't have said it better myself. Hope your have a better year also.

Christina Lee said...

This is my first time here and I don't know who those very precious souls are, but my oh my does my heart ache for you right now! :-(((((

Gwen Stickle said...

Thanks so much Christina. That's very kind of you.